"Goodbye"

Can't survive the bad times
Can't survive it anymore
Calling for help is a waste
My life already is a waste
Why am I here longing for something
That won't change

Misery serves me well
Good old friend
I can't wait for it
To come to an end

No more words
No more pain
No more tears
No more loneliness
No more darkness
No more
No more
No

My heart can't stand this any longer
I can't live any longer...

"Brand-new"

Forget the unwritten pages
Have decided to start over
With a new plot
With a new main character

She had gone through a lot of pain
She had not earned since then
She had decided to keep her head high
And never bow to no one

All she wanted was a brand-new kind of life
All she wanted was to stay away from the dark
All she wanted was to stop hiding from the universe
All she wanted was to be seen and to be reminded

Forget everything you have heard of her
She is not the same, she decided to play the game
She was losing everything little by little
She was falling down

Once her weakness became her strength
She could finally fend for herself
Her lost road was finally found
The doors were finally opened

A brand-new life to a brand-new girl
She lost some battles but she outgrew them
She became who she wanted to be
Brand-new

"Oblivion"

Broken bones and blood spilled
Have forgotten how to breathe
Eyes wide shut
Fell into oblivion

Surviving in the past
Watching over those who step in the ground
Those who last
Whilst Earth goes round and round

Yearned to be seen
Yearned to be heard
Yearned to be touched
Hasn't got any luck
While living and breathing

A blind pain no one could see
Was shut out before release a word
Was unwanted before show that is worth it
Was gone before was born

All those things yearned for
All those things hoped for
Turned into nothing
The spirit has vanished

"Selfie"

Ratings are getting higher
Every time you take a picture
Of yourself
Doing whatever you are doing
Everybody seems to want a piece of you

Sharing all your secrets
Sharing your daily routine
Nothing is new anymore
Everybody knows it
It is an addiction

You can live without it
You will be fine
It is a Narcissus war
You just seem not to get out

This is how you think they will praise you
How about living in a flesh and bone world?
Since life is full of ups and downs
Sometimes it is better to stay hidden

Whatever is going on
No one needs to know
But now it has lost control

Missing something you needed
Things had certain meaning
Now it seems it is disposable
Memories slowly fade away
When they should stay forever

It will deceive you
You have been warned
Smile!

Click!

"Fireworks"

Maybe we need a change
Maybe we need to make a change
Or everything will stay the same
Do you want to stand still?

Then, we wonder
"Why all those fireworks and resolutions
To everything stay the same?"
We dream of the new
But we do not make it true

Blow what is done away
And pray for better days
Make a move
Make it on your own way
Celebrate but do not forget

It may be a new tomorrow
Do not resent yesterday
Future, present and past tense
All we know is: life goes on

"Innocence"

Dear Innocence,
Were you washed away with the pouring rain?
Dear Innocence,
Is it too late to make amends?
Dear Innocence,
How come everything ended up so bad?

As if two different worlds collide
As if everything that is good disappear
As if every dream was in vain
It is a shame

Dear Innocence,
Why were you lost in pain?
Dear Innocence,
Is there anything left to blame?
Dear Innocence,
How come everything ended up so empty?

It is a never-ending war
Leaving things we adore
Still, hope is not to be ignored
But it is not the past we are looking for

Dear Innocence,
Do not leave us so soon...

"Mirrors"

You come along with your claws
Ripping out all that is worth
Just to show how much you deserve it

A self-centered mind never goes too far
Because reality have been put into a jar

You keep on claiming who you are not
Yet you think you are perfect
To every strange eye
Someday you will realize you are nothing

Narcissus once drowned in his own image
And there was no one else to blame
Will you expect the same ending?

A self-centered mind never goes too far
Because reality have been put into a jar

You could talk, run and crawl
To get back to the status quo 
But was not left any hope

You keep on claiming who you think you are
But mirrors never show your true image
Because it is already twisted, bent and broken

"Five Hundred Years"

Five hundred years hibernating
It is finally time to wake up
Before it gets too late
Before there is no room to pray
And to play the same game

Where is your strength?
You are so great
Will you let them deceive you
So easily?
So long being blinded
By those evil clowns
But it is no bread and circus

Five hundred years seems enough
Aren't you tired of the same old jokes?
With your fists way up high
Truth cannot be denied
Truth only we know
Truth only we can claim it

Will you let the future turn into past?
Will you live your dream and let it last?
Do not let them shatter all you have built
With your sweat and bloody hands

Those long five hundred years

"Son Of The Universe"

Son of the world
Wants to rule the world
All alone, on your own
Money in the pocket
Soon to be a rocket
To take over the Universe

Stop this, stop this
You do not want this
You are calling your enemies
Hold on, hold on
Your life must carry on
Will you go on into this?

Son of the Universe
Have you stopped this?
Do you want more of this?
Will you take more risks?
Can you survive with a tip?
Can you just let it slip?

Stop this, stop this
Do you want to live?
Settle down and breathe
Hold on, hold on
Slow down
Something really good
Will come around

Stop this, stop this
What is truly worth it
You cannot take over
Hold on, hold on
Will you take it or leave it?
Better think of
What you truly believe

"Flesh And Bone"

Shadows are your only friends
They know you inside out
Easily they figure you out
There is no need to hide
Like the tears in your eyes
They know your daily fight

Who is made of flesh and bone
Only get you wrong
Who is made of flesh and bone
Hardly pick the right one

The walls are your only friends
They know you upwards and backwards
They are awaiting with your award
They know how your life is hard
Sometimes it punches your heart
As if you have been apart

Who is made of flesh and bone
Forget how is to be alone
Who is made of flesh and bone
Hardly make it home

There is no time to rewind
There is nothing to apologize
When it is already done
When life is already gone
Rotten flesh and broken bones

"Clarity"

He was a brave man
But who was there to see?
They just found ways to dodge him
So simple as it seems

All this invisibility was no good
And nobody could make difference
Just take a deep look
What do you really see?

Remember some branches may be weak
But the roots are the toughest ones
Do not be deceived by what your eyes cannot see
Find some clarity among all those common thoughts
Nothing can be ignored

She was a smart girl
But who would have known?
Just kept on hiding her words in a book
They said she was so odd
But who really did see her?

To be seen and not to be heard
To be heard and not to be seen
Wondering when you will finally
Be able to be seen and to be heard
It should not be this tough

"Redemption"

The man's got thorns in his eyes
Everything he sees just dies
His mouth is full of lies
For those who come unannounced
He just despises

He had lived in an envious world
But he was jealous of himself
Could he figure out what is worth?
Or was he meant to be placed in a shelf?

If those thorns were easily broken,
Dreams he would never ever had stolen
Feelings would never had frozen
Life would never be colder

Oh joy, oh joy
Was it there only when he was a little boy?
Oh joy, oh joy
Was it there hidden in his toys?
Oh joy, oh joy
Where did you go?

Someone wonders if he cries
Someone wonders if he paralyzes
Someone wonders if he beseeches
Someone wonders if he believes
In leap of faith

When nobody is around
Does he kneel and beg to surrender?
Those stinging eyes softly they become
Fragile and innocent
Or is it just an act for another cent?
Everybody wonders

When nobody is around
He kneels and begs to surrender
To leave this pretender
He is like everyone else inside

The man who has got thorns in his eyes
Has proved to have a soul otherwise
Everyone else petrifies

Oh joy, oh joy
The heart of a child still beats in this man
Oh joy, oh joy
Hope still survives inside

"Overachiever"

You were an overachiever
All you wanted to possess 
All you wanted was that crown 
Upon your head

You wanted to have it all
You wanted them to take a bow
You wanted the whole world
And so much more

Have you forgotten selfless?
Have you forgotten
There is so much more to embrace?
Remember what is worth it
Remember you can get hurt...

Sometimes, the more you get
The more you will lose
If you do not take care of it 
And swallow your pride at once
Because it will not
Take you anywhere
Please, learn how to love 
Instead

You were never blue-blooded
What have you done to deserve it?
Remember, somebody can take you down
Coming around full of harm
Who will guarantee your safety now?

You had it all
They took a bow
You had the whole world
And so much more

Will you be selfless now?
Will you remember good things to hold on tight?
Never let go of what is worth it
You will get what you deserve

You were an overachiever
All you possessed
You had that crown upon your head  

"The Dream"

Overused but misused
Soaked towels
Head is on fire
Have missed the train of thought

Something new to despise
But already knew the feeling
What is bad must be left behind
It is in the past
Although it cannot be undone

Only picturing perfect memories
Concrete they have never been
Wondering if the dream
Will ever survive
The loathe inside

Start over when the path is broken
Fearful to go on
But fearless inside
To chase a different kind of life

"Bloodlust"

Wandering in this land for a thousand years
Nothing else seems to fear
Not even death scares anymore

There is nothing in this world
Craving to possess, but the blood
That is running through your veins
A whisper, a name, longing to survive

Running, running, running to somewhere
Trying to escape, safe and sound
But there is nowhere to go
You are already under a spell
Give me shelter, share your blood
Quench my thirst

Time to time, unchangeable
Not even wondering how is aging
Only observing the circle of life
When life has stuck itself a millennium ago

There is nothing in this world
That is more valuable than blood
The one that runs through your veins
A scream, the fear, longing to survive

Running, running, running to nowhere
Because nowhere is safe to survive
Hypnotized by the unknown
Give me shelter, share your blood
Quench my thirst
Because I'm a vampire
And blood is all I deserve

Try to escape
Try to run away
Life only suffocates
Come with me
Come away with me
You will be safer this way
So, we will share the same bloodlust

You will not miss what is gone
Past, Present and Future tense will be one
No more time to waste
Only a new life to be lived
You will be once more vivid

Bury all you have ever known
Somebody new you will become
The only thing you will yearn for
Is the blood that used to run in your veins

Welcome, welcome to the night
You no longer will dream or have nightmares
Welcome, welcome to the never-ending life
And say hello to the land
Where there is no tomorrow

We share the same bloodlust

"The Rise"

The lines are getting shorter
Like this life is passing by
So fast as the truth once blinked

What you wanted was far beyond at the door
But you would never know
It would be so cruel and a perfect lie

Shame is only seen in a denial
Why do you wait for something to get better
When nothing seems to get better?

Afraid to lose what almost got
But forgotten was and with a heart in pieces
Never mind about the past
It is the right time to rise
Like you have never risen before

"Broken Words"

Your broken words
They still breathe in my soul
You said I would never get anywhere
You said I would never reach there
You said everything would be unfair

All your words could not say
If you were able to write a love song
Because you have not found it yet
It is only because you were not able to feel it

Your broken words were wrong
Too late to you, Mr. Know-it-all
You could have had it all
You could have longed for more
You could have thanked once more

All your words wander in your lost thoughts
You are not able to feel a love song
Because you have never felt it
Maybe life is being unfair
Or maybe you are just damned
That you cannot feel loved

"Amends"

The city is drenched in red
Was it a warning or a thread?
Are we capable to survive to it?
Or are we going to regret the rest of our lives?

It seems our wisdom was not enough
To foresee every damage that has just come

We wonder if it is just a dream
We wonder if it really is happening
All circumstances tell you so
We are afraid to see through it, though
It feels like being punched in the soul
We placed ourselves in a giant hole

Every slice of a remaining life
Could be just a late victory of an early end
Will it be washed away
Or will the scars in the ground still be visible?

It seems the longest road found its end
With not enough time for amends

We wonder if it is just a bad dream
We wonder if it cannot be happening
Every circumstance tells you so
We were afraid to see through it, though
It felt like our souls were being hurt
While we placed ourselves in a giant hole

It was not to be forgotten
Things were not supposed to be bothered

"Stepping Stone"

Apart from the happiness you took away
Everything is going perfectly
I have never felt safe and sound
Out of your sight, away from your despise
Under my own ground

Imagine if it had gone on
Could have it been good or bad?
Ever since you have never learned how to love instead
Life will be your daily test
Nevermind about the past

Thank you for whatever you have done
Thank you but some things just went wrong
Thank you but we were not singing the same song
You could never hold on
You never held on

The precise moments could have been meaningful
If you had not been so despicable
It did not bother if it hurt
The bruises are in the look
The bruises are in the heart

Being thankful for whatever you have done
Stronger anyone else could become
It is the perfect stepping stone

"Enough Time"

The clouds are crying
There is nowhere to hide the pain
After noticing everything you have become
Why do you do this?
Why do you hate this so much?
Someone is watching
Someone is watching carefully
Will you ever be merciful?
Will you ever be able to feel?

The end is approaching
Now you are in a hurry
To live what you have not lived yet
Will there be enough time
To do what you have not done yet?
Since you have looked for it
Will you die in regret
Or will you die in happiness?
You were born to save it
Not to haste the coming end